Entries for December, 2006
love?
December 11, 2006
in
crimson hearts,
monologues
For everyone who is in love.
Cloong on and on and on.



The trade books section of any mall is like a haven for geeky book lovers like me. One who is a lover of books would probabaly agree when i say that there's nothing nothing so exciting as the feeling that sweeps over a book lover when he or she finds a long-searched for book crammed in a corner of one shelf, just that one copy, and it costs less than even half the price of what it would be in mainstream stores. it's like seeing someone you know and you are fond of, someone you've always known but you've seen only for the first time.
dad and i found this great book haunt and i say, trade books rock, man. we hit the jackpot a couple of times now. the first time, we found The Chronicles of Narnia: The Silver Chair, hard bound, in excellent condition for only a whopping 90 pesos. a stark contrast compared to the paperback copy of that in National Bookstore, which costs almost 600 pesos (yes, we checked). If that's not what you'd call a great deal, i don't know what is. then, just last saturday, Olive Ann Burns' Cold Sassy Tree was crammed between two books, and it only cost 60 pesos! i've been searching for that book ever since i've read Bob Ong's Stainless Longganisa and i just couldn't believe that it was right there in my hand, only a measly 60 pesos away. unfortunately i don't have even 60 pesos at that time, and i am very much obliged to my sweety daddy penguin husband, who provided me the, er, funds to buy that book. and along with the Silver Chair book, he also bought me a hardbound, sci-fi-ish book called Small Eternities. he's so good to me. :D
most people ask me why if i love books this much, almost every book i own is in a state of, um, dilapidation. most of them are uncovered even after more than 10 years of being in my possession, and lots of pages are kinda dangling from their spines. but the thing is, i love books so much that if you give me one, i won't stop until i find out how the story played out. the i reread it and reread it and end by knowing it by heart, and no, that's not an exaggeration. i take them everywhere: to my bed, to the office, to the loos, in the jeep, while walking. i wish im kidding, but i'm not. lol. im that addicted. and by the time i get around to buying a plastic cover (after about a day or two), it's already folded or a bit torn at some place, or some drops of water or whatever i ate stained a page or two.
but the thing is, so long as i can read it, i don't really care how it looked like. books are not decors, anyway. so long as i can laugh with the characters, or cry with them or think with them and know them and love them, i'm okay. as long as i get to Never Land with Peter and Wendy or travel with Eustace and Jill and Puddleglum to City Ruinous, or hide from the Gestapo with Anne in the Secret Annex, or travel the world in eighty days on a bet with Mr. Fogg and Passepartout, or meet the five people in heaven and choose my own waiting place, and fight the Death Eaters with Harry, Ron and Hermione, i'm all good. books are more like friends to me than possessions, really.
this is the reason why, in spite of the fact that i'm yet to meet a person who is as addicted to books as i am, i would not make a good book critic. you see, i love them so much that very few books disappoint me. no matter how shallow the story, no matter how insipid the plot, i would still find something to like from that book and it will just grow on me. i don't care that everybody hated it and said that it was no good, so long as i find something that amused me or a new idea or something like that.
i guess that's how it is when you really love something. or someone. 



Everyone is jumping up and down (either in disbelief or indignation or whatever) upon unearthing Angelica Panganiban's ditry little secret. my two cents: i still think she's one of the prettiest girls in the entertainment industry. and that i feel sorry for her that she's judged and sniggered at and ridiculed because she lied. i know it's not good when someone lies, but come on. everyone does it. and considering the pressure on public figures such as her (who had to maintain an image of sweet/sexy babe), i understand why she lied. i probably would if i was in her position. you probably would too.
besides, chubby is cute. 

and just because i am chubby doesn't mean that it's the reason why i said that. *wink, wink*



I'm so busy nowadays that i don't have time to post my own entries. i just lurk around and comment here and there. but i love it. i love working and cursing at words that refuse to get out, and i love trying to seo this little bloggy of mine. haha, i don't know that much yet really, but i get excited when i see a bit of change in search results. my page rank is an embarassment as of now, but im starting to see some fledglings of the fruits of a month of link building and (discreetly) promoting my blog. and that's good enough. for now.
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mewi mewi kwismas
December 23, 2006
in
crimson hearts,
monologues,
working girl
i admit, i can feel myself steadily becoming a workaholic. we've been so swamped nowadays with work and more work, and i've concluded that i am at my best when i am cramming! hehehehe.
and because i'm so busy and i don't have time to blog religiously like i used to, everything i want to say and record here is in a jumble inside my head. so forgive me, i'll try to make as much sense as possible.
first off, TINY BLESSINGS.
money is still as tight as it ever was, but really, how can i be lonely when i have everything i could possibly wish for right now? my lovee sweetie daddy (no im not ashamed to show my mush
), my mom who in spite of everything we've been going through lately i still love and care for so much, my real friends (details later), my baby puppies who are not really puppies because they're like, a year old now but will always be puppies to me, and a somewhat fledgling career (hayup) that i can actually see myself doing for the rest of my life.
but those are the big things. im here to share my little ones.
:: The Christmas Party - fun, fun, fun. i didn't stay long. and yeah i admit that until now i haven't really fully adjusted to my officemates. but it was fun nonetheless. and my first party as a non-student. yay.
pre-christmas party picture. syempre naman. 

the party was pretty much a success. but i didn't stay that long, because home is like, a couple of hours away without the MRT. i just waited until the exchange gift part to be over, then i split. which brings me to simple joy number two:
:: March of the Penguins and Gilmore Girls season 6 DVDs. i asked for these in my wishlist, and i am very much obliged to the mommy who gave it to me. i kinda regret not thanking her properly because the DVDs, they really made me happy, and i appreciated that she took the time to actually look for them and give me what i want. but the exchange gift part was done by getting up front calling your baby, and you know how i get when i'm in front of a crowd. yeah, i tremble. so i basically just grabbed the bag and ran off. i hope she didn't think it was rude. 
my friends laughed when i told them i asked for them since we do not have a dvd player, which now brings us to blessing number three:
:: i've been wanting to buy a DVD player since i started working (back in April i think) but you know how responsibilities have to come first and it seemed like there was never quite enough left to buy my DVD. but i got a little bonus, and i'm grateful for that because i didn't think i would having just started here and all, and that gave me the extra moolah to spend on a DVD player. it's not much, but i like it and it makes me and my mom happy. we haven't been ables to watch a movie since our vcd player went bonkers. we watched the March of the Penguins together and i spent a whole week coming to work like some kind of overcooked pasta because i spent the better part of the evening watching Gilmore Girls.
:: happy happy number thwee: dad and i met up with some friends (Sybz and Jhoey and Harmon) last week. i don't want to go in to too much detail, because i wanna show off pictures of us with the cutesey pink pens jhoey gave us. all i can say is, we had a blast. and that things can change and not change, yes, at the same time. 
:: blessing number four: my mom finally woke up and sniffed the coffee. i hope.
:: blessing numbah four: when no actor or actress or any kind of band can make me stop and stare, a fireworks display could. i was just in time yesterday to catch mega mall's fireworks display and i really loved it. i have this love affair with fireworks. it must have started that one day in december last year. 
:: blessing five: this is my second Christmas with dad. and im just happy looking at how far we've come. this December is so much better than last year's too, what with all the you-and-me-against-the-world drama we went through. he gave me a big present i'm definitely itching to open (and i will as soon as i get home, yay!) and i don't know. i guess these little gifts he keeps giving me shows how much he cares and how much he pays attention to what i want and how much he wants to see me happy, and i can't be grateful enough. God really does saves the best for last. and God really does know when the right time is. i can't give back much gifts to him right now, and that sometimes makes me sad. but i will make it up. i will. 
well, just sharing. i have a few thoughts about racism and theatre palys that i wanted to write about as well, but i don't wanna bore you guys out too much.
so enjoy guys. oh, and
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
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