Paradise Philippines

hinde.. joke lang. pero uminom ako, kaya icongratulate nyo ko. aba pers taym yun ah.

birthday kasi ni Aaron. parang naging reunion narin namin magkakabarkada. ngayon ko lang narealize na sobrang namiss ko sila.. and i'm amused to find out that some things never change: like the fact that Yvanne still flirts with whomever she has her sights on at the moment when she gets drunk (last night it was her ex). like the fact that Mark is still the ultimate gentleman (sinalo nya halos lahat ng tagay ko siya tuloy ang nalasing). like the fact that Urx and Rap are still going strong (inspite of them being on opposite sides of the world. like the fact that Aaron is still the most abnormal friend i have (and he's still the martyr in love i once knew). and like the fact that i still don't drink. hehe.

napilit naman nila ako eh, pero konti nga lang. ang pait kaya. di nman masarap uminom, bakit kaya may naadik dun?

hay.. sobrang saya.. diko alam kung dahil sa mas mature na kami ngayon, o dahil sa mas marami nako nakasalamuhang tao kaya mas naappreciate ko sila. pero lam nyo yun, iba talaga ang pinag samahan namin. naeexpress ko yung concern ko sa kanila at hindi nila minamasama.. at sila naman protective pa rin sakin. san ka pa nakakita ng barkada na kahit basahin mo mga message nila yos lang? yan ang literal na all for one one for all. welabitsader. namiss ko talga sila, lalo na sila Aaron at Mark. they were my pseudo-kuyas way back when we were in hs.

kupal nga lang mga gf nila ngayon. sarap ng paguntugin nung mga yun. yung gf ni Aaron, sosyal sosyalan.. hindi man lang kami ningingitian or nakitawa man lang samin. as in wala. ayaw nya makisama. tapos nagpahatid pa sya kay Aaron! eh ang dami dami ng bisita dun, birthday naman nung tao, sana sa sakayan nlang sya nagpahatid! eh tondo pa sya nakatira no, eh Quirino ang bahay nila Aaron. anong feeling nya malapit yun? tapos inaway nya pa si Aaron. na op daw sya! eh kami nga yung inop nya! na op kami sa kanya! kups sya to the nth power! birthday ni Aaron kinukupal nya.

yung gf naman ni Mark, tawag ng tawag, pinapauwi na sya. eh nun na nga lang kami nagkita kita eh, pauuwiin nya pa. eh ako pinahawak ni Mark ng fone nya. pag sinasabi ko na nagtext yung gf nya ang sinasabi lang ni Mark, "ayoko basahin". hahha. namiss ko rin to.. kagabi lang kami nakapagkwentuhan. at sinabi nya nga na sobrang ossesive daw ng gf nya. biruin nyo, sabi pa, hindi man lang daw nag woworry si Mark na mag isa sya sa bahay. tangina imbalido? sarap sabihin hoy kupal dala ba ni Mark yung isa sa internal organ mo at pinapauwi mo na sya.. epal talaga eh..

pero ayos lang. saya parin. sobrang tawa kami ng tawa. at narealize ko na wala pa rin silang kapalit sa heart ko. hehehe.

sana maupload na yung pics namin.

tama pa bang isipin yung mga araw na magkasama kayong tumatawa habang pinapanood ang paglubog ng araw? tama pa bang alalahanin yung mga plano at pangako na binitiwan ninyo sa isa't isa? tama pa bang mangarap na isang araw ay makakasama mo ulit siya at muling magigising sa yakap niya? tama pa bang isipin ang kasiyahan niya? tama pa bang silip silipin ang taong nanakit sayo? tama pa bang mapangiti habang iniisip ang nakaraan? tama pa bang ipagdasal na sana mapanaginipan mo ang isang tao na hindi na magiging sayo? tama pa bang hilingin na sana malaman niya ang tunay na nararamdaman mo?

tama pa bang isipin ang mga bagay na to, kahit alam mo na sinasaktan mo lang ang sarili mo?

corny ako, sensya na sa inyo.

this has gone too far.

hindi ako mahilig makipag away. hindi ako sumasali sa mga awayan, lalo na sa blogs dahil 1) as person who has to pay 30 per hour just to surf it is a total waste of precious internet time, 2) i am a staunch believer of the motto "live and let live", and 3) hindi ako mahilig sa parinigan, it has never been my style and if i don't like one person i tell him/her exactly what i think about her.

kapag may inaway ako, dalawa lang ang pwede maging dahilan. 1) may nasaktan siya na malapit sa heart ko at 2) inumpisahan niya ako.

nagsimula ang lahat sa post ng isang blogger dito (i'm gonna refrain from mentioning her name) about her supposedly big boobs. her post prompted a surge of reactions from several bloggers (most of them i know personally), and the posts are not good.

i wouldn't go so far as far as saying that they were right--nasa nagbabasa yan eh. but my two cents: it only becomes totally foul  IF and only IF sinabi nila yung name, username, or provided a link. as far as i could tell, they were only expressing themselves, which i might add, is the point of a blog.

as for that girl, i think she is extremely beautiful. i find her posts amusing, albeit a little on the no-brainer side. this isn't a personal insult so kung mababasa mo to, or anyone na nakakakilala sa kanya, take it as a constructive criticism. I might sound like a snob but as journalism students, i know they hate no-brainer posts.

then i stumbled upon a hate post for kat. sobrang foul. di lang siya pinagmumura, as in na shock ako. may tao palang ganun no. ay grabe.

one year nako blogger at so far, isa pa lang ang talagang nakaaway ko dito. sa tingin ko wala naman magiging problema kung discrete ka. at kung magiging responsible sa mga pinopost mo. peace people.

on a lighter note, maiba tayo. tama na yung mga ayaw. mga gusto naman.

QUALITIES I LIKE IN AN ENTRY

1. humor and wit (emphasis on and)
2. good writing
3. thought-provoking
4. emotionally striking
5. hysterically funny

kaya kung nag cocomment ako sa posts nyo, mayroong isa or more na mga qualities dito ang nasa post nyo. kaya ma-flatter ka, ma flatter!

for all the fuss i made about coming back to school, look at me. i'm actually enjoying it. and i will actually miss long three-hour breaks, carinderias around school, playing patintero and matamataya while we let the flood subside, muttering expletives at professors we hate, praying for divine intervention while we cram studying for quizzes, endless discussion about everything we hate and love, trips to Quiapo and Ukay-Ukays while scrounging for nice shoes and cds, and most of all the laughter and everything, just everything in UST.

i think i really will be sad come graduation time.

thank you. yep, thank you. you just proved that my writing and way of thinking really affects people, especially you. I thank you for spending time, effort and money just so you can go to my site and try to make me mad with your foul words and bad manners. but just so you know, it takes more than that to ruffle me, assuming you can actually understand that (given that you may be suffering from severe cognitive impairment). you are welcome to come back again and again and again and again until you find another um, idol, to stalk. ha.ha.ha.

WAHAHAHA. patay tayo jan.

Yvanne and I were talking the other day, and we both agreed: the kind of guys we want, the kind of guys we need, are our friends. how fair is that, how?

but she hit too close to home, so i changed the subject. and i'm gonna change the subject now, before someone catches my drift. *wink*

Ladies and Gentlemen, presenting.. [[drumroll]] the world's most good looking camwhores! nyahaha. pagbigyan nyo na.

ayos ba?

wala lang! (sa mga kukuha nito, dapat, 100% honest. gaya ko. hahaha.)

*BOLD THE ONES YOU'VE DONE*

smoked a cigarette
smoked a cigar
madeout with a member of the same sex
crashed a friend's car
stolen a car
been in love
been dumped *mas madalas hinihintay ko nalang. yoko ako nangiiwan*
shoplifted *trip lang*
been fired 
been in a fist fight
snuck out of my parent's house
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
been arrested
made out with a stranger
gone on a blind date *nyi. manigas pako dun*
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
been to Europe
skipped school
slept with a co-worker
seen someone die
been to Canada
been to Mexico
been on a plane
thrown up in a bar *i don't even drink*
purposely set a part of myself on fire
eaten Sushi
been snowboarding
met someone in person from tabulas
been moshing at a concert *anu ba yun moshing?*
been in an abusive relationship *emotionally.*
taken painkillers *pag may dysmenorrhea*
love someone or miss someone right now *si toottoot*
laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
made a snow angel
had a tea party
flown a kite
built a sand castle
played dress up
jumped into a pile of leaves
gone sledding
cheated while playing a game
been lonely
fallen asleep at work/school
used a fake id
watched the sunset *with him* 
felt an earthquake
touched a snake
slept beneath the stars *nung retreat*
been tickled
been robbed 
been misunderstood *daming beses na*
petted a reindeer/goat
won a contest
run a red light 
been suspended from school
been in a car accident
had braces
felt like an outcast *for most of my formative years, sadly*
eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
had deja vu
danced in the moonlight
hated the way you look *often*
witnessed a crime
pole danced
questioned your heart
been obsessed with post-it notes 
squished barefoot through the mud
been lost *lagi kaya*
been to the opposite side of the country *i haven't even been in a plane*
swam in the ocean
felt like dying
cried yourself to sleep
played cops and robbers*counted ba yung power rangers kunyari?*
recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
sung karaoke *hindi lagi. shy type. haha.* 
paid for a meal with only coins
done something you told yourself you wouldn't
made prank phone calls *pag kras ko*
laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
caught a snowflake on your tongue
danced in the rain
written a letter to Santa Claus
been kissed under a mistletoe
watched the sun rise with someone you care about
blown bubbles
made a bonfire on the beach
crashed a party
gone rollerskating
had a wish come true
humped a monkey *i'm not a freaking perv*
worn pearls *di ko gusto eh*
jumped off a bridge
screamed penis in class
ate dog/cat food
told a complete stranger you loved them
kissed a mirror *practice practice. haha* 
sang in the shower
have a little black dress --- nakabaon na sa baul
had a dream that you married someone *isang tao lang yan*
glued your hand to something
got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
kissed a fish
worn the opposite sex's clothes *lalo na nung mga 12 ako. boyish boyishan.*
been a cheerleader
sat on a roof top
screamed at the top of your lungs
done a one-handed cartwheel
talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
stayed up all night
didn't take a shower for a week *yak ah*
pick and ate an apple right off the tree *mangga pa*
climbed a tree
had a tree house
are scared to watch scary movies *di ako madali matakot eh*
believe in ghosts
have more then 30 pairs of shoes *4 nga lang yata*
worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
gone streaking *ano ba kasi yan streaking*
played ding-dong-ditch *diko alam yan*
played chicken
been pushed into a pool with your clothes on
been told you're hot by a complete stranger *katakot kaya*
broken a bone
been easily amused
caught a fish then ate it
made porn *yung mga dolls na babies. sa cel ni hanne*
caught a butterfly
laughed so hard you cried
cried so hard you laughed
cheated on a test
have a Britney Spears CD *eew*
forgotten someone's name
slept naked *walked naked pa. pero sa bahay lang*
French braided someone's hair 
gone skinny dippin in a pool
been threatened to be kicked out of your house
been kicked out your house

"There are five people you meet in heaven. Each of us was in your life for a reason. You may not know the reason at time, and that is what heaven is for. For understanding your life on earth."
-The Five People You Meet in Heaven, by Mitch Albom

i've just finished reading Mitch Albom's The Five People You Meet in Heaven and i must say, the way i've been feeling about life lately, it was exactly what I needed.

I liked this novel better than Tuesdays with Morrie. probably because it wasn't too preachy, thought provoking yet simply written. Part of the reason why I love books so much, is because i get so easily absorbed in them. 5 pages into the book, and I'm already in Ruby Pier, picturing Eddie's life and the scene he lives in everyday. Needless to say, I cried (so sue me). I'm such a sap.

Where would your heaven be?

"Do you understand? Why we're here? This is not your heaven. It's mine."
-The Five People You Meet in Heaven (Blue Man to Eddie)

If i get to choose from my memories where my heaven would be, it would be with him. The day we spent together with the wind on our faces, listening to the crash of the ocean as they raced to the big rocks where hundreds of sea cockroaches scuttled around. The day we talked about life and dreams and plan.

Yes, that would be my heaven. because, as far as I could remember, that was the only day when I truly believed that the one thing I've always wanted can become a reality. That I have met the man who would make it possible. The thing I picture every night before going to sleep, the thing i lost when i was 16.

My own family.

read it. ganda. madrama nga lang. heh.

ako: buti nalang hindi tayo naging itlog
mommy: bakit nanaman?
ako: kasi lagi silang nahihiwalay sa mga mommy nila, lagi pa silang kinakain
mommy: gutom lang yan anak.

hahaha.

may kinalaman parin sa eggs.

simula ng naoccupy kay *toot*, kahapon ko lang narealize na marami pala akong napabayaan. hirap pag inlove eh. nakakalimot sa sarili. hehe.

kaya naisip ko kahapon na gawin yung mga bagay na dati kong ginagawa. nung diko pa sya nakilala. isa sa mga past time ko eh ang magbasa ng mga libro sa National Bookstore. at kahapon, isang buong libro ang natapos ko dun. hahahaha. adik eh.

FLIPPED ang title ng libro na napili ko. simple lang ang storya, di kalaliman, pero nagustuhan ko. pag nagkapera na ulit ako, yun ang unang bibilin ko. taga nyo yan sa kung anumang nasa harap nyo ngayon. hahaha.

anyway. nalaman ko sa librong yun na ang mga hens pala ay  pweden g mangitlog kahit walang rooster. yun nga lang, yung eggs nila, hindi  pwede ma hatch, kasi hindi fertile. kumbaga, pangkain lang talaga. haha. mejo naibsan ang awa ko sa mga eggs. hindi naman pala lahat ay may buhay.

aliw na aliw ako sa librong yun. nalaman ko rin na ang mga hens ay mas marami mag produce ng eggs pag may rooster sa paligid. naglalandi kumbaga. ahaha, astig. ngayon ko lang talaga nalaman. kala ko lahat ng eggs ay may mumunting chicken sa loob. hindi naman pala.

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nainggit ako kay yeopgi kaya ginya ko sya. got it from here.

kung wala kayong magawa, visit kayo dito.

gawa ko yan! hehe.

this week's topic in illustration friday is KARMA. my first contribution. can't think of a good concept so i just doodled some letters instead. based on the yin-yang thing. i did it in paint only so quality's not that good. looks lke crap compared to the rest who contributed but what the hell, it's not a contest anyway. hehe.

what is it with conyos? do they really think that saying and/or writing words like iono and prolly make them sound cool? pfft.

leche. parang may nasal defect eh.

sorry ah. nakakairita kasi talaga.

aquaintance party was a lot of fun. just to complete our evening Tel and Arjay won Mr. and Ms. Journ. yawoo. next time na full story. mejo mahaba. survey muna. tapos, pramis, mag aaral nako. hehe.

three names you go by:

1. Camz
2. Ching
3. Cam

three screen names you have had:

1. elusive (kunyari cool, haha)
2. Camz
3. RedHotNSpicy

three physical things you like about yourself:

1. eyes (sabi ng iba, best feature ko daw pero mas gusto ko yung #2)
2. Lips
3. hair

three physical things you don't like about yourself:

1. feet, malaki na malapad pa 
2. Height 

3. complexion

three parts of your heritage:

1. Filipino
2. Chinese
3. Spanish

three things that scare you:

1. Many ants
2. falling for someone (traumatized na )
3. yung mga bigla nalang lalapit na diko kilala tapos biglang kakausapin ako.

three of your everyday essentials:

1. Shikashake! (loose powder)
2. Cellphone
3. Ponytail

three of your favorite musical artists:
1. Coldplay
2. Incubus
3. Hale

three of your favorite songs: kakaiba kasi yung all-time fave songs ko.. oldies eh..

1. “Moonriver” OST of Breakfast at Tiffany's
2. “Goodbye Girl”
3. “Love Me For What I am” 

three things you want in a relationship:
1. Loyalty
2. Companionship
3. Honesty

three lies and truths in no particular order:

lies:
1. the best things in life are free- not true. so not true. even hapiness has its price. hindi nga lang money.
2. essential=invisible to the eye- not always. i think i've written about this before.. i can see my essential one eh. hehe. baduy amp.
3. true love- mejo agnostic na ko dito. undecided kung true or lie. yun nga lang, mejo mas naniniwala ata ako na lie.. hmm.


truth:
1. namamatay na ang journalism--pati ang journalists-ieexplain ko pa ba? obvious naman totoo diba.
2. hapiness is a choice. 
3. everything has a reason, there are no random acts in the world (from 5 people you meet in heaven)

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:

1. Eyes
2. Lips
3. height (matangkad gusto ko ) 

three of your favorite hobbies:

1. Graphic design
2. reading
3. surfing the net

three things you want to do really badly now:

1. read harry potter six (ehem, hanne)
2. tell my secret love what i really feel about him
3. forget all about the bad memories and remember the good

three careers you're considering/you've considered:

1. Writer (duh)
2. Graphic Artist
3. something that has to do with developing websites.

three places you want to go on vacation:

1. Paris
2. California
3. Somewhere where i can go nature tripping--hiking, kayaking, water rafting..

three kid's names you like:

1. Ishvel (modernized Ysabela wahahah)
2. Leigh (from my mom)
3. Gerardine (after one of my kuyas)

three things you want to do before you die:

1. Get married and have kids.
2. organize some kind of charity organization (something that helps kids and women who suffered abuse)
3. Make my dreams come true

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:

1. Di ako masyado nag aayos
2. protective ako masyado 
3. war freak

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:

1. crybaby.
2. i fall too fast
3. i love chick flicks.

three celeb crushes:

1. CHAMP! wahhh!
2. George Clooney
3. Brad Pitt

no one can say that break ups are easy. it's always hard, whether you're the dumper or the dumpee. but there are always two sides in every story and i guess, after 6 failed relationships, i have the getting-over-it process down to a science.

way back, when i was younger, i would deal with a heartbreak with tears and questions and sleepless night and a hasty decision to get my hair cut. it has something to do with change. an ex once told me that when a girl suddenly decides to cut her hair, she wants to change something in her life. and being the contrary-minded person that i am, i vowed to never ever cut my hair just because i'm depressed.

so my want of changing something in my life found another way. i got so annoyed at having no answer whenever someone asks me what kind of music i prefer because honestly, i didn't know. i hear something and i like it, i get the lyrics, probably ask someone to burn it but that's it. i'm always behind on music stuff. so these days, whenever i'm home i just tune in to MTV. and i'm glad i did because i found another love.

now, whenever i tune in to MTV, i get the same feeling that i feel whenever i draw, or whenever i read, or whenever i have a website design idea in my head. i feel excited. now i'm not just a website person, and a graphic design person, and a book person and an art person, but i'm a music person as well.

and now, when someone asks me what kind of music i prefer, i can tell him. in a way, i found another piece of myself. and that's my silver lining.

kiniss ako ni secret love kagabi. sa text nga lang. pero kahit na sa text lang, at kahit alam ko na walang meaning yun sa kanya, naglagablab ang aking puso sa sobrang kaligayahan. wahaha. kung ako lang si peter pan, nasa outer space na ko ngayon dahil hindi lang basta happy thought ang alaala ng kanyang gudnyt, mmwah! Ü sakin, kundi SUPER DUPER HAPPY THOUGHT. ganyan ako kasaya pag tinitext nya ko. ano ba. can this be love. nyahahahah. badoodles..

nabura yung survey na sinasagutan ko. yung galing kay yeopgi. tinatamad nako sagutin ulit. iba nalang na survey. galing naman kay aa.

First best friend: erika
First real kiss: *toooootipruti*
First break-up: sa first bf ko malamang. brian. twas hard, but we're ok now.
First email address: camil_24@yahoo.com
First self purchased album: can't remember
First funeral: someone from our family. tagal na.
First pets: macy.
First piercings/tattoos: two on each ear. no tattoos.
First credit card: wala
First true love: wala rin
First enemy: di ko na maalala
First musician you remember hearing in your house: bread
Last cigarette: never smoked my entire life.
Last car ride: nung acquaintace. hinatid ako nila quats
Last kiss: sa text? two nights ako. *bliss*
Last good cry: a couple of months or so ago
Last library book checked out: ancient edition of fundamentals of taxation
Last movie seen: SHUTTER. pinahiram ni Arjay. cutie ng bida. di tuloy ako natakot. pogi eh. hehe.
Last beverage drank: melon juice
Last food consumed: chicken curry and menudo
Last crush: J.mie. *sorry tel*

drama moment. *rolls eyes*

have you ever had the strange feeling that you get when you say something all the time to make yourself feel better then all of a sudden it becomes true?

like when you say he'd be better off with someone else because he deserves something more than what you can give, and for the first time in your life, you don't feel like you're lying.

funny how affection can cloud your judgement almost to the point of blindness.

you protect that person. you help them. you do whatever you can to make them feel better. you're hell on anyone who dares to hurt them. you risk alienating other people.

however, there will always be a limit. you will soon feel that you're too close to see properly.

and as soon as you take a step back, you will realize that everything evryone has always said about them, is absolutely true.

maraming nagtatanong kung in love daw ba ako.

hindi ako makasagot kasi hindi ko alam.

ano nga ba yung in love?

yun ba yung tinitext mo sya ng mga corny jokes kasi gusto mo siya mapangiti? yun ba yung kahit alam mo na walang pag asa whatsoever na maging kayo, ok lang coz you want him to have the best, and the best is not you? yun ba yung kahit matagal mo na siyang kilala, kachokaran, kakwentuhan, kasumbungan, kakulitan, kaharutan, kaiyakan, eh ngayon mo lang naramdaman na napakasaya mo pag inaasikaso ka niya? yung bigla mo nalang naramdaman na ang swerte mo dahil naging parte siya ng buhay mo? yun ba yung halos lumipad ka na sa gaan ng pakiramdam pag naaalala ka niya? yun ba yung kahit anupamang sakit ang dinadala mo eh kailangan mo lang siya isipin para mapangiti?

hindi ko alam kung inlove ako. pero alam ko na ngayon ko lang to naramdanman.

para to sa lahat ng nagbabasa ng blog ko ng may malinis na intensyon-- walang pag-iimbot, walang malisya, walang panghuhusga, walang kaplastikan. kung ganito ka, para sayo to.

pindutin mo beybeh------> SPESYAL SUMPRAYS

ahlabyu!

the best advice i've ever heard was given to me by a person who i don't even talk to anymore.

i was young, confused, and very easily hurt. i just found out that my boyfriend was cheating on me, and i turned to the only guy i really trusted (at that time).

he told me that if i was traveling in a desert, and my horse died on me, what would i do? he told me i could not keep on waiting for my horse to be revived, or to cry until i died too. he told me i must get up and start walking. he told me i must go on with my life.

this is the sort of thing that enters my mind whenever i get tempted to become a pushover-- for the sake of saving a relationship. i know that many of us fall into this trap. thinking that, surely, when that loved one sees how much you are willing to take, to sacrifice he/she would reciprocate. unfortunately, this is not always the case. in fact, more often than not, the more someone sees how important they are to you, the more likely it is that they will abuse you.

i have been wrongly judged by people who saw me as a girl who go through boyfriend after boyfriend in such a short span of time. they gasp, their eyes grow wide, they tell me "ang dami mo naman naging boyfriend!", like i am a girl who has gone so badly astray and that i'm a girl whose soul they must sincerely pray for. this hurts me.

and this i confess to all of you. have i gotten my way, i would have stayed with my first boyfriend, and never even tried to fall in love with anyone else. what self respecting girl wouldn't want that?

but i know that some things are not worth fighting for. should i stay with a cheat and a liar and an abusive boyfriend just because society dictates i should have a minimal number of relationships? if i did, then what does that say about my dignity? my self-respect? there's nobody worth more than my self-respect, no matter how much it may hurt me to let go.

i'm not a playgirl. i just know when to give up.

i made plenty of mistakes. plenty of wrong decisions. but a person's strength cannot be measured by the number of right things she/he did in his/her life or the number of mistakes she/he did not commit, but by the way s/he chose to deal with his/her mistakes.

WHAT
1. ... bothers you right now?
- people who comes to my blog just to spy and then jumps to the most stupid conclusions. badtrip eh.

2. ... is your favorite month of the year?
- no month in particular..

3. ... what was you dream last night?
- about someone who has been making me smile lately

4. ... was the best thing that happened to you this week?
- i visited my ex's friendster and felt nothing. :D nothing at all. yay.

5. ... are your goals right now?
- mag-aral ng mabuti sa taxation. make this someone learn to at least like me. ops, censored na yan.

6. ... will you wish for if you have a genie?
- a house, a car, and an internet cafe.

7. ... you did before answering this?
- nagsisisigaw dahil absent yung prof namin

8. ... did you last buy yesterday?
- burger steak sa BK

WHEN
1. ... will you take a bath?
- mamaya before i go to sleep.

2. ... will you watch a movie?
- ewan ko. pag may makakasama na siguro.

3. ... was the first time you fell in love?
- nung 15 years old ako.

4. ... was the last time you went out with your friends?
- nung acquaintance

5. ... was the last time you said "i love you"?
- tagal na.. mga three months na siguro

6. ... was the last time you read a book?
-last night

7. ... was the last time you asked for help?
- i can't remeber.. i rarely ever do

8. ... was the last time you kissed your dad/mom?
- can't remember

masaya ako ngayon. walang spesipik na dahilan. ay meron pala, haha. pero di pwede sabihin. papasalamatan ko nalang mga pipol who never fails to make me smile.

my prens: grabe, ibang klase kayo. Friends Forever mga tol! wahahhaha. kahit anong hirap at pighati ay nagawa kong tawanan pag kasama ko kayo. mga adik. may mr and ms AB pa tayo! yeah yeah yeah. salamat.

my tabulas prens: sa mga taong hindi ako pinaplastik, hinusgahan, ineespiyahan, sa mga taong nagcocomment at nakiki relate sa mga kabaliwan ko, labs ko kayo. pag nag nenet ako, masaya ko kasi nababasa ko mga malulupet niyong entry. hehe. thanks.

my puppies: kahit hindi sila pipol, love ko sila. sila'y aking mga anak. at kahit gano ako makunsume sa pag aalaga sa kanila, sila lang ang nakakapag pasaya samin ni mommy. kaya naman kahit sinira na nila yung pinto namin, at pinunit punit na nila yung mga papel ko sa bahay, silay aking lab na lab.

at ang pinakahuli, sa isang taong nagpapa ismayl sakin, si--

oops. wag na nga. wahahaha.

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got this from mitch.

"There are some people who meet that somebody
that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard
they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that,
or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love
that don't go away. And maybe that makes them
crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with
that somebody who has a little of that insanity.
Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who
cherishes you forever."
-Ally McBeal

i wonder when i'm goona meet this someone. gah, i wish it would be soon.

yung iba nabobobo pag malungkot.

ako naman nabobobo pag masaya.

tingnan nyo mga entry ko lately, walang kwenta lahat. :D kasi naman ang saya ko. pag malungkot ako, lumalabas lahat ng creative juices ko. hahaha. nakakagawa ng mga bagong layout, nagsusulat ng makapagbagbag damdaming entry, nakakapagdrawing ng mga illustrations.

eh ngayon. masaya ko. kaya wala akong silbi. hahaha.

minsan ok lang walang silbi. masaya naman. haha.