Entries for June, 2005
kwento muna
June 3, 2005
astig sa Graphic. nakakatuwa mga tao. mga bosing ko, nagkwekwentuhan ng mga sekslayp nila. nyahaha. tapos kahapon, may dumating na sandamukal na JellyAce Mango Pudding. tig aapat na pack kameng lahat. tuwang tuwa sila kasi hindi na daw sila bibili ng pasalubong.
may icoconfess ako. pero saka na kasi malapit na mag 1 at kailangan ng bumalik sa office. hehehe.
babay mga prens! labshu ol! mwah! 
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bago layout
June 16, 2005
kala mo meri, ikaw lang? hehhe. 
saya. sumakit ulo ko sa tagboard.
yun muna sa ngayon. 
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ang kompeysyons
June 18, 2005
baka madis appoint lang kayo, kasi hindi naman exciting yung kumpeysyons ko. pero malay natin baka maentertain kayo. kaso nakakailang kasi, alam ko hindi lahat sasangayon sa mga sasabihin ko.
sige, ganito. para mejo maganda ang intro, tunghayan natin ang paguusap sa sa pagitan ko at ang kaibigan ng aking ex-boyfriend (sa YM).
ice_cream439: bakit ba kayo naghiwalay?
qtcamz: wala, hindi na lang kame mag kasundo, ganun.
ice_cream439: teka maiba ako, may nangyari na ba sa inyo?
qtcamz: oy, personal yan ah, bakit mo naman naitanong?
ice_cream439: wala lang, kasi kung wala naman, okay lang na maghiwalay kayo. pero kung meron.. ibang usapan yun.
qtcamz: issue pa ba yun? kaya ko naman mabuhay na wala siya. may nangyari man samin o wala.
ice_cream439: hindi, kasi lalabas na ginamit ka lang nya.
nye.
he means well, and i hate to sound like a pakawala, but, nye. why does everyone automatically assume that in a breakup, it's the girl who's kawawa? must women be percieved as helpless creatures all the time? damsels in distress? pfft.
i'm afraid, i'm losing my battle against double standards, sexism, and discrimination. no, i am not a feminist. i accept that there are differences between men and women. but i hate it when people say that a girl must keep her purity until after marriage, blah blah..
i am not against this. my problem is that why does it have to be the girl only? why can't people say, girls and boys must keep their virginity till they get married. why does it seem like when boys sleep around, it's almost like a trophy. like the number of girls they slept with is a barometer of their manhood? pfffffft. manhood, my butt. but when girls sleep even with one boy, she's a slut. she doesn't have proper values.
ang confession ko? simple akong tao. kung titignan mo ko, hindi mo aakalain na liberated ako. iba akong mag isip. iba ang pinaniniwalaan ko.
napaka unfair, na kahit na alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ako masamang tao, i can't get the respect i know i deserve, simply because i don't believe in courtship. because of my not-so-conservative views regarding sex.
minsan, ang hirap maging babae. nilalabanan ko lahat ng mga sa paniniwala ko'y maling pagtrato sa kababaihan.
pero kahit ako, nawawalan na ng pag-asa. magpapaartificial insemmination (tama ba spelling?) nalang ako para mag ka baby. hehe. 



isa pang kompeysyun. pero wala ring kwenta.
marami akong nagawang pagkakamali sa buhay ko. at maraming maling desisyon. ni minsan, hindi ako kahit kailan nagsisi.
ngayon lang.
i regret that i ever let you in my life.
i regret, even more, that i let you in my heart.
i regert believing in you.
i regret that i let your tears convince me that you're real.
i regret everything i did for you
i regret asking for your password.
i regret that i gave in to my suspicions and logged in your friendster.
i regret letting myself hope for something real.
i regret having met you.
do you know why?
because you never let me know what i was going into. i laid down all my cards because i believed i would not be fair to you otherwise. but you kept all of yours, and in the end, i realized i fell for someone i didn't even know.
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nagfeefeeling ako
June 19, 2005
nainggit ako kay joanarc dahil nag search sya sa google ng pangalan nya. kaya ginaya ko sya.
una kong tinype, "Camille Co". walang results. natawa ako kasi, ang totoo hindi naman ako nageexpect na may lalabas.
tapos try ko naman "Camille Ysabela Co". at.. chancchararan.. nakita ko ito -------> click mo dali!
matagal ko ngsinubmit yan. wala lang napagtripan ko lang. eh hindi ko na nga inupdate kung na post nila kasi naisip ko na ampangit ng gawa ko at hindi nila ipopost.
nakakatuwa pala na makakita ng pangalan mo ng hindi mo ineexpect. nyahaha, napaka o.a. ko talaga. sensya na mga prens.
saka, ty sa lahat ng naki commiserate sa akin. labshu ol talaga. mwa!
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hheeeellll
June 25, 2005
my pups got sick with a virus, and it has been a helluva week both for me and my mom.
we thought chuckie was gonna die. i wouldn't know what to do if that happened. my once hyper babies were reduced to lying-and-sleeping-and-vomiting sickness. it has been so hard for us, for me especially, since i have been taking care of them since they were three months old. chuckie even pooped blood. that's why he got confined and kimmi, predictably, caught the virus from him. but thankfully hers was a much milder case, we were able to prevent it with medicines.
the vet clinic was cool. our doc has a chowchow named shelly, two african something birds who liked to show off, three tortoises whose shell has a quail-egg pattern, several fishes, two cats and a snake.
from our first visit, a new dream spurned from my harrassed brain. maybe it was the product of several sleepless nights or the fumes of sickly sweet medicine of my pups, but i was consumed with the illusion that maybe i can be a vet too, someday. for what could be a more perfect job for an animal lover like myself, right?
only when chuckie pooped blood, and i saw him quivering with pain, my delusions faded. i know then that i will never be able to handle seeing sick little critters, much less see them actually die. i get emotionally attached all too easily (duh, that's why i'm always in trouble), and emotionally, i will never be able to live with this kind of job.
we told doc that kimmi's the more.. hyper one. and i am proud to say that my baby did not disappoint. when we brought her for an anti vomiting shot, she strutted about the clinic like she owned the whole place, stared haughtily at the doc's cat until its hair stood up in fright, and tried to pick a fight with the doc's assistant. herher. all the same, the doc told us that my babies were terribly cute.
we spent almost 4,000 on medicines and confinement, not to mention taxi fare, and 4K is a big deal for us since we weren't really well-off in the first place. but i can't let them die, no. frigging. way.
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mahal ko na siya
June 26, 2005
ladies and gentlemen, meet the new labopmylayp.

ampogi syeeeeet
sori girls, akin na sya. haha.
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ALONE*
June 28, 2005
"What is essential is invisible to the naked eye.."
--The Little Prince, Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
since you don't seem to see me, does this mean i am as essential to you as you are to me?
but then again, if this is true, then how come i could see you?



*ALONE-drawn in a desperate attempt to kill time during OJT break using Illustrator

i know you feel like her sometimes.



wala na kong maisip. haha.
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