Paradise Philippines

gumising ako kahapon ng masaya, sa pag aakala kong tapos na ang responsibilidad ko bilang Assitant Head ng Finance and Sponsorship Committee sa inorganize naming Catholic Journalism Seminar.

matapos kong magpuyat hanggang 2:30 ng madaling araw para balansehin ang pera at magdikit dikit ng resibo, sinabi sakin na hindi daw pwede yung mga resibo namin.

ay naku. binigay ko lahat kay Ace. total sya naman ang head.

maayos naman yung seminar, naging problema lang nga yung participants. masaya sana akong naki organize dun.

i don't wanna be reactive about this but i know i have to let this out, because if get fed up (as i know i am close to doing) i might blow up.

don't you think it's a little disheartening when you are enjoying your work, trying to be useful and help in anyway, only to get ridiculed for it? tapos pag nagreact/nabastusan/ nabad trip/nainis/ naapektuhan ka, parang ikaw pa may kasalanan. ayoko ng palakihin, tutal sanay naman na ko sa kanila. kaso hindi lang kasi ito yung napapansin ko. maraming incident na na parang, ewan ko ba. saka nalang ako magsasalita, pag talagang di ko na kaya. (o Tel, baka mabasa mo to, hindi ako galit sa inyo ha. iba pa yung tinutukoy ko.)

basta, one of these days, i really will reach my limit. malapit na.

anyways, special thanks nga pala sa mga

:: heads ng committees na matiwasay na nagbreakdown ng expenses nila. pinadali niyo ang buhay ko.
:: kay Kim at kay Ericka, na nagcompute ng registration income
:: sa Mentos, dahil yun ang kinain ko buong araw ng seminar
:: sa cellphone ko, na nagsilbing calculator. at dahil hindi siya na lowbat
:: sa nag imbento ng double-sided tape. dahil sayo, maayos ang pagkakadikit ko ng mga resibo
:: sa mommy ko, na nagnenok ng bond paper sa office nila para sakin
:: sa mga puppies ko, dahil pinapasaya nila ako kahit marami akong problema
:: sa Tabulas, naka tulong ka sa pag maintain ng aking katinuan
:: sa mga nagtyatyagang magbasa ng entries ko at nag cocomment
:: sa mga tumitingin ng Friendster profile ko (kasi napapangiti ako pag nadadagdagan yung no. of times na na-view yung profile ko)
:: syempre, makakalimutan ko ba. kay anya Otan ko. na laging nagtetext at nagpapangiti sakin. miss na kita, buti nalang malapit na mag Friday. i love you. sobra.

hell week is starting. things i need to do:

:: study Spanish. really hard.
:: study for Art Appreciation. Photocopy Starr's notes.
:: make logos for class newspaper and show it to Kalai
:: layout cd pull out for PhotoJourn
:: study for PolDy

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the layout's new.

got tired of my girlie and somewhat cutesy layout so i tried something different, for a change.

yun munsa sa ngayon. magpapanggap muna akong concerned sa finals at susubukang mag aral.

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finals week (aka HELL week) is finally, finally over. just afew more things left for me to do (which, actually, i should be doing now but i'm procrastinating haha) then we're free.

it's quite depressing actually, that because of a lousy project and a forward mail in the journalism yahoo group, i realized more fully than ever that, yes, i am not in the right course (big surprise). which i think kind of explains why i never really bothered to study that hard, even when i know i could've done better.

too late. maybe after i graduate from this freaking course, i can take up some mini-courses, just for credentials.

kahapon- kasama ko si Otan. we talked about some things that has been bothering me ever since he told me about Armie (the girl he was courting until i came into the picture, he says) and the night she called and confessed that she likes my kuya, and that she cried while she was telling him about it.

we got it cleared up, and i'm okay again.  but we, well, exchanged passwords, at first just for kicks, but now, i wish i didn't bother.

wag mo ko pansinin kuya. selosa lang talaga ako. hehe.

ang malinaw ngayon, ayoko mag journ. sabi ni kuya pagaaralin daw nya ako ulit.  hehe.

sweet ng anya ko. i love you sobra. makikilala mo  na si mommy bukas! malapit na tayong maging legal..

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tip no 1: in the event of an OJT/Job Hunt, never, as in never, wear high heels

Essential Things for OJT/Job Hunting Survival

• 4 packets of Blu Skies Spring Onions Flakes
• 2 bottles of C2 Green Tea (apple flavor)
• 2 books (Princess Diaries and Almost Married)
• a handful of Mentos
• double-sided tape
• Hand Guard (hand sanitizer)
• Bench Red Series perfume
• Pond's face powder
• 4 pieces of 2x2 pictures
• identification card
• G-tec point 3 ballpen
• scratch papers
• cellphone (loaded with unlimited text)
• at least 200 hundred bucks
• optimism
• go-get-em attitude
• supportive boyfriend (ahem, kuya)
• a winning smile (ha,ha,ha)

next time nalang kwento details of my OJT hunt. wala pa ko good news eh. wish me luck guys. i really, really need it.

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