Paradise Philippines

TAKE MY BREATH AWAY

by: Jessica Simpson

Watching every motion
In the foolish lover's game
On this endless ocean
Finally lovers know no shame
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say, my love

Take my breath away
Take my breath away

Watching I keep waiting
Still anticipating love
Never hesitating
To become the fated ones, oh yeah
Turning and returning
To some secret place inside
Watching in slow motion
As you turn around and say, my love

Take my breath away
Take my breath away, oh woah yeah

Through the hourglass I saw you
In time you slipped away
When the mirror crashed I called you
And turned to hear you say
If only for today
I am unafraid

Take my breath away, oh oh yeah
You take my breath away, oh oh
(Take my breath away)
You take my breath
You take my breath
You take my breath away
(Take my breath away)
You take my breath away
You take my breath away
You take my breath away

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puyeta, ang ganda ko.

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*+WOULDN'T IT BE NICE+*
By: Beach Boys

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby

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i am in a really BAD mood..

kidding. heehee. i just wanna try that scrolling thing and i can't think of a line to say. herher.

n a attempt to amuse myself, i am, however, in a mood to write some of the greatest frustrations of my short existence. so here goes.

*eherm*

¤ my feet: big. make that gigantic, with several angry veins potruding every few centimeters. the nails are short and stubby, and if someone looks at only my feet, that person woundn't guess that these monsters actually belongs to a real girl. oh, the size? *drumroll* a whopping 8 inches! ack.
¤ my legs: short. makes me look like a hobbit. with average-sized muscles and a few visible scars. one good thing though: very few hair.
¤ my armpits: a source of constant annoyance, it seems as if it grows out hair every 3 hours. ughh. nuff said, i don't wanna gross you out too much.
¤ my eyes: one of my "good" features, or so they say. chinky with short, black lashes. however, the overall effect is ruined by the eyebags beneath them.
¤ my nose: not too pointed and not too flat. spiky blackheads covered every surface.
¤ my lips: small and pinkish. almost always chapped.
¤ fingernails: short and stubby. not at all like most NORMAL girls. i am such a freak.

and of course,

¤ my hair: long, black and shiny. could be nice looking if i bothered to fix it once in a while, but i've given up. i tried every strategy to coerce my hair into something that even resembles a style, but to no avail. so it stays in a ponytail.

arghh. i am such a disgrace to femininity. what kind of a reject am i anyway?

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this post is kind of late, since it has been, what, more than a week since the news of Filipino overseas worker Angelo dela Cruz's capture first invaded the headlines and induced many rallies and protests from militant groups.

but what the heck. if our own government took this long to finally, finally give in and save our own blood, who's to say that i reacted too late?

and i really will try to be as civilized as much as possible in this post, but please remember that i am not really fond of GMA in the first place, and i am one of those who are not happy with her reelection.

i knew something like this would happen sooner or later. what everyone just failed to see is that our dear President is a political whore opportunist and, apparently, she can sacrifice our people just to save her own friggin' ass skin. she is the classic tuta ng kano "puppet", whose strings are controlled by those selfish bastards so-called American "allies". wake up, GMA. your first responsibility is to your people, who put you in that position in the first place, and trusted that you will protect them and keep their best interests a priority.

but what is it to you, huh? why should you care if some family loses their father, son, brother, husband, bread winner? as long as you can kiss the asses up to the Americans, and let their stupid praises for holding your ground and not giving in to the terrorist's demands go to your overly swelled head, you don't really care.

you are blinded by the love you hold for your fucking position, and your stinky, useless administration. even when you gave in and decided to pull out our troops, it still didn't impress me. if you have pulled out our soldiers immediately after that tape came out, i would've changed my mind about you coz i'll know that you truly care for our country, and for our people. but now, it just seems desperate. because i believe that the reason you decided to give in is because the entire country will go berserk if you didn't.crazy, undecisive fool.

have a heart, GMA. and think of all the people who are counting on you to bring the pathetic state of our country out of the stinkydumps. stop being a dumbass selfish, corrupt person and the country will remember you better for it.

Currently feeling: asar

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our acquaintance party was alright even though we were pratically forced to go, we did have fun..

we were kinda disappointed by the venue though. we wanted our party to be in a bar but instead they held it in a big ballroom hall kind of room.

the pageant was alright too, freshies were too papansin as usual. ah, the first taste of college life.

and here are a few pics from the party..

moi, lookin' and feelin so sexy.. herher.



jonas and hanne.. lookin' glamorous!



me and hanne..

Currently feeling: hihi

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("ayoko dito")

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here is how things currently lie:

* we are financially ruined
* my mom already works for two freaking companies and still can't come up with enough cash for our bills, which, i might add, comes every single month, and we can't keep up.
* we still have a previous unpaid balance from our previous house: phone: 4K, house: 8K, and water: 600.
* we are two months delayed in our payments for our current house
* our landlady is going berserk
* and i wanna stop my studies so i could work and pay for our bills
* but my mom wouldn't let me.

what. the. hell.

life could be hella unfair sometimes. tangna, nagkakabaon baon na kami sa mga putangnang utang na yan, and i couldn't think of what we've done to deserve this.

shit. wala na akong maisip.

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i am currently sufferring from a nervous breakdown.

i just called people support for my phone interview, and i don't think i'm gonna be accepted, and i really really want to.

but i just don't think i will be accepted.

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